It's funny to me how I can be so full of angst about something, then I say it and the anxiety disappears. Like shining a light in the darkness. I have small boys. My younger one would wake up screaming and have to sleep next to me until I figured out that the darkness was bothering him. That day I bought flashlights. I had to make a rule about them, because he is a small child. He could only use it at night when I was not around. The screaming stopped. I love that. I feel so much more free having said what it was that I wanted to do for and with my family. I have been able to start to clean and get ready because of it, and I am not so anxious. I have work, lots of work, and if I keep working it will all come together.
I had a vision in the trees once.
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