Friday, October 30, 2009

Freedom


Freedom. I feel free today. I feel freer today because I saw something in my life that was not right and was able to let go of it in love. Freedom for me is a process, and might be for most of us who don't know what binds us. When I see something in my life that is hurting me and those around me, I thank God that I am able to let go of it. Sometime, often times, I need the help of someone near to me that I trust to help me see it and then let it go. Freedom means forgiveness, love and responsibility for actions taken in the past. I love freedom and desire that all can live in freedom.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Loss


The loss of a loved one leaves a hole in the heart their particular shape and size. Even though their memory lives on, the loss of their living energy shocks us. Death is not a wonderful thing at all. It may be part of the process, but it is not a wonderful thing. Memory Eternal.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Natural Life

I think one day science will prove that we are more connected to each other than we have any idea we are. I think we live in the world connected to each other in what we do and do not do. It's like the butterfly effect, only I think our connectedness speaks to the fact that we are of the same stuff. Our disconnectedness or feeling of disconnectedness speaks to the fact that we are not living natural lives as we were created to live. I am not speaking of "progress". I am speaking of love. When we mislove or delove or unlove, we are not natural and we create pain and suffering all around us. The other side is true. When we love, and love freely, we heal and are healed and we live natural lives. Love connects us in a circle of love. Love the one next to you and save the world.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Maybe the Nuts and Bolts of Love


I've been photographing my father's garden this summer. He's been gone a year, but his energies can still be felt in the work he did here. I never intended to do this project, but here I am doing what is in front of me to do.
I've been working on other things. One of the last conversations I had with Dad. He told me that one of his friends who was dying told him love was all there really was.
I've been thinking a lot about the nature of the human being. I know that as a human we tend towards things that leads us to death. I am well aware of my own tendencies. I fear that once we as a culture lose the idea that we are all created in the image and likeness, or are children of God, we might tend towards enslaving others at a break-neck speed. Once we forget that the one next to us is like a mini visitation of the divine in our lives, we tend to treat him as our slave, and we as the king. This is just not logical. We are of the same stuff, you and I. We are all brothers and sister to each other, no matter what our genetic backgrounds. The truth is there is but one race, the human race. The fact of the matter is that we should treat our neighbor as the king, divine person, and we as the slave or servant. I think this might just keep us honest, and away from those things which leads to death. This might just be the nuts and bolts of what it means to love.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Nature and Things



I've been thinking about this image all day. It's a sensual image. I just think it's beautiful. I have always thought how interesting it is when we can see our human selves in other forms of nature or the other way around. Curious how we are all connected to the same creation, and how we reflect it in different ways. We, in our natural state, are so much a part of the cycle of this creation. I think often we kick against it and desire to be what we are not, or who we are not and in this way damage those around us.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Love


We are here to love the one we are with at all times. That is all. We are here to love the one who is given to us as a gift in the moment. I am not talking about anything sexual. I am talking about what it means to be fully human. We are here to love. Love means taking care of those who can't take care of themselves. It means cleaning up a mess with someone when you had nothing to do with the mess. Love means when someone we know needs us at 3 in the morning we don't ignore the phone call, we go to them, and comfort them. Love means setting the table for one or two more on a day which has been set aside for family. It means opening your home to a child in need. It means visiting someone who no one wants to see. In a nutshell, love means giving the other what they need in the moment they need it especially when we just don't want to. We do it because they need something, and we can give it. Love is the most powerful thing we can do at any one moment. Love can save a life and change the world in a moment. We are created to love. We are created to do big things. Love of other and all is the most powerful thing we all can do right now.

Monday, June 22, 2009

I love this tree. It looks like it is dancing. It looks like it has played with the sun and has grown accordingly. This tree has grown naturally and in great beauty as it was created to grow and that is why I love this tree. I love trees because of the individual growth patterns of each tree. They are not symmetrical in any sense in that is the power of their beauty. I think we are like trees in that when we grow according to how we were created to grow and when we grow naturally, and in truth, we are the most beautiful and perfect.