It's strange to me how sometimes in life we come to a point were all seems hopeless and we just do not want to go on, and we give up. Then if we just move a little toward what we want all changes, and we are able to move. Sometimes this feels like a tangible wall. Sometimes it feels deep down in your gut and it's just a terrible feeling like nothing is right. I find this interesting and strange. Sometimes it goes on for quite sometime and it's a dark night of the soul, and sometimes it's the afternoon or a few days. What I learn from this is that once I let go of the control factor, things tend to settle into place. Maybe it's the letting go of the ego of the situation. I know me ego gets in the way of lots of things that I can accomplish. That is to say, I get in my own way. What I am struck with is the moment before things change, that sometimes is indeed dark. If I can give up my ego and continue down the path that I am convinced is correct, things get much better.
